This is a memoir for adults. It includes mature language and themes drawn from a real life.

The narration uses AI voice technology. The songs, the story, and every word were written and composed by the author.

The 100,00 word text, songs and underscored audiobook is about 13 hours of listening.

Woven through the memoir are 48 original songs — mostly fragments, not full performances — appearing in the order they occur across the book’s chapters, like a soundtrack running underneath the story rather than beside it. They follow the same arc the memoir follows: a journey through darkness into light. The songs are available in full—two and a half hours of listening.