This is a memoir for adults. It includes mature language and themes drawn from a real life.

The narration uses AI voice technology. The songs, the story, and every word were written and composed by the author.

Woven through the memoir are 44 original songs — mostly fragments, not full performances — appearing in the order they occur across the book’s chapters, like a soundtrack running underneath the story rather than beside it. They follow the same arc the memoir follows: a journey through darkness into light. The songs are available in full—two and a half hours of listening.